Why?

Why do bad things always happen to me? I'm serious. The only good things that have happened in my life are my family and friends. Of course, guys don't fall into that category right now. Seeings how I just got dumped last night. Sheesh..What's up with men now-a-days? They don't know a good thing until it bites them on the butt, then leaves them waiting in the dust. I'm serious. Have you ever noticed that? Guys drive me insane. Especially, ones that just turned thirteen, hint hint my ex just turned thirteen. And yes, I know that seems bad, but I thought he was a good guy and he was nice to me and everything. He made me believe that he liked me for who I was and not for the fact that I can drive real soon, the fact that I'm a woman, and the fact that in his head, if he asked me for something or asked me to do something, I'd most likely do it. He pretty much had me wrapped..ERGH! Guys just drive me insane...Isn't it ironic how the good guys, the ones that are basically the 'perfect man', turn out to be gay or already taken? It's like they're all gone and there's none left. Well, I know this one guy, well these two guys, who I really like, one more than the other. The funny thing is is that I'm actually in love with this guy. I've known him for two years in a few days. We've actually dated once, but it didn't reall work out too well. The good part is that we're still friends. Matter of fact, we're best friends. I just wish he realized how much I love him. Or even that I LIKE him. I don't even think he likes me back. And if he does, then he's doing a good job at hiding it. Well, the only thing I have to lean on is knowing that God will help me when I need it and he'll make things brighter for me in the future if that's what he has planned for me. I just hope that he can reach down his hand real soon and help me up because right now, I'm fallen. And I don't think I can get up on my own. Atleast, not anytime soon. Well, I'm going to go write more on my story. I'll post the first chapter when I'm done with it. I'll keep you posted.