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Huh, well I started a new blog. It's called Troubles Through Love. Check it out. It's on this same profile, so yeah..not that hard to find.

It's about how I like this guy. And yes, it's a real story. I'm trying to update everyday. And so far I'm doing pretty good. I have no followers, so please man up and follow it! Haha, anyways, yeah, please just check it out.

I'll let you go now, bye! CHECK IT OUT!!!

Hey.

Hey guys! I am incredibly sorry that I haven't posted in so long, but I've been a bit busy. And, to be frank, I completly forgot about this thing until like, five minutes ago. Haha. Well, actually, I'm thinking about starting a story to go on here. Maybe get some more followers. You know, since I only have one...haha. Thanks Twila! Even though I'm talking to you right now I thought I'd mention you in here as well..lol. I'm not quite sure How the story will go yet. But I have a chapter of something I was working on a few weeks ago. Take a look and tell what you think. Thanks. I'll try my best to update soon. Bye!

Okay, so I was wrong..COMPLETLY wrong..

I ended up talking to that guy i was telling you about.. and do you remember how i said that there was something that he couldnt tell me, but i wasn't sure if it was related to this..well, it wasn't related to that at all it turns out. And we ended up getting A LOT closer than we were before. I don't think I've EVER been this closer to anyone in my entire life. So, this is really good. And I think I can move on now, because I know how much i mean to him and I know how much he means to me, and I don't want anything to come between us. So, there's no chance there. And, in a way, I guess I'm glad. Well, not really seeings how much I like him and all, but I mean, I understand now and have a motivation to move on now. Which is good. But anyways, he's my best friend in the whole world, nothing will change that. And I promised him nothing would. So, for all of you who don't want us to be friends, TOO BAD! Nothing you do can change that. SERIOUSLY! IT CAN'T! SO BACK OFF!! But for those of you who want us to be friends, right on! That's what I'm talking about! More power to you! Lol..But anyways, I guess I'm going to sign off now..I have a lot to think about. So, talk to you guys later. Bye!

Man, I really screwed up this time..

I got really ticked just thinking about how life is for me right now. As you may not know, I'm working to try to get over this guy that I pretty much fell in love with. Well, here's the problem with that, he's my best friend. Yeah, big problem. But he knows how I feel and he knows that I'm trying to move on. We already had that discussion.
But last night, I got so frustrated with all the crap that's been going on, that I wrote a bulletin on myspace and asked one of my friends to have him read it. Well, I didn't think that he would say anything about it. I just thought he'd call me stupid for feeling the way I did, seeings how I explained how i pretty much fell in love and how hard it is to watch him date other people.
But he did say something. I had gone for a walk and when I came back, there was a message waiting for me on yahoo. It said: If you knew the reason I couldn't date you, you would understand. But I don't know the reason, so therefore, I don't understand. I just wish he would talk to me. I asked him if this had anything to do wit the thing that he couldnt tell us, but all I got out of him there was 'not really'. I'm so confused about this whole mess. i don't know what to do anymore. If you guys have any advice for me, please let it be known. I really need some right now..no joke. Well, enjoy the last few days of winter break. See-you guys later.

Chapter I (not named yet..sorry)

You see, my computer got a virus, so I lost the chapter of the last story I was working on..sorry about that..but I just started a new story. I'm hoping to keep going with this one. It depends on how many people like it, so if you like it and want to see more, drop me a comment and I'll keep writing if I can. Thank you for your patience.



Okay, I can do this, I thought as I walked down the long hallway towards his room.
He’s only a guy. It’s not going to kill you to talk to him. Just a friendly chat. That’s all.
We had just met up with this group from Colorado Springs. They were in need of some help and we were in need of some…well, help. You see, there’s this gang that has been hunting us for I don’t know how long. Maybe about three years or so.
They finally tripled in numbers, so they were definitely larger than we are. They had just recently launched a surprise attack on us, killing a few of our best fighters. So, you could say, we were in dire need of some help at this point.
I got to their door and froze.
What am I doing? We’re strangers. Why would they want to help us?
I was getting ready to turn around and go back to the den, when the door opened.
The very guy I was going to talk to stepped out and stared at me.
“Did you want to ask me something?” He said with a grin. Why was he smiling, and how did he know that?
“Um.. As a matter of fact, I was. We were wondering, the others and I, if your gang could possibly stay with us for a bit longer to help us out? You see,”
He help up his hand to stop me from continuing. “I know you lost a lot of people. And we’d be glad to stay and help. You helped us, so we would be honored to help you in return.”
I just stared at him not knowing what to say. Then finally I said, “Um, thank you. Your help is greatly appreciated.” That’s when I realized that the rest of his gang was standing behind him looking from him to me, seeing how our eyes were locked together.
It was like an imaginary force was keeping us from looking at anything, but each others eyes. It was really weird.
They were light blue, by the way. They were the shade of my favorite color. And when I looked into them, I saw mystery, bravery, strength, and warmth all hiding behind the confounds of his eyes. It was kind of cool, and strange all at once.
Then we both snapped back into reality pretty much at the same time. “Well, we are truly grateful for your cooperation and if there is anything that you need, feel free to ask me. And dinner is at six, by the way.”
With that I turned abruptly and walked away, with all five sets of eyes glued to my back.
I can’t believe I had the courage to do that. It’s not like they were thieves or anything, but I mean, he was handsome, and I’m….me. I mean, there’s nothing wrong being me, but sometimes it can be boring.
After you get used to all the fighting and butt-kicking, it can seem like a routine. Like your life is just one long routine going from day to day doing the same thing.
But now, that routine has been broken. Those people who died, my friends and family, are gone. I will never see them again, so therefore, my routine has been broken.
I’m just not sure if that’s a good thing or bad. I guess we’ll find out sooner or later. When the time is right for us to know. I just hope that time is soon.

YO!

lol. dont ask about the title..im not too worried about grammar or puncuation or whatever right now because im writing this and talking on the phone with my friend charlie. he likes to randomly sing ive noticed...lol. i just wanted to say, that chapter 2 will be done shortly. im almost done with it, so yeah. lol. just wanted to keep you updated. talk to you guys later. see-ya!

Chaper 1

Chapter 1

Okay, that was pretty dramatic. Even for me. But you know, my life’s all about the drama these days. But I couldn’t stop thinking about what Fang said to me. He actually did love me? Wow. That came as a shocker to me. Even though, he has kissed me and made out with me and comforted me and that sort of thing, but I never expected him to admit to my face how much he cared about me or even that he loved me. I mean come on, this is FANG we’re talking about. He’s not the type of person to just come out and say stuff like that. It’s unlike him in every aspect. But I have to admit, I do kinda like the new Fang. He seems so sensitive, yet tough and manly. Man, it’s enough to give a girl Goosebumps.
I woke up to a loud boom. Okay, it was more like, BA BOOM! It freaked me out. Or, at least, you could call it that. I jumped to my fight just as Fang jumped to his. We had slept right next to each other in case anything happened we could get to each other fast. Well, that’s the reason he gave me for me to sleep there. Who wants to bet he was lying. I put down maybe twenty or so dollars. Anyways, we had been sleeping in a run-down shack at the end of the shore, out of peoples vision and out of their way.
Fang slowly opened the door and peered around the edges. He suddenly stopped moving. “Fang, what’s out there? What made that noise?” He just stood there. “Fang? What is it? What’s wrong?” He just kept standing there. Now he was starting to freak me out even more. He turned to face me and said, “I have no idea. There’s nothing out there. Should we investigate to be on the safe side?” I just stood there looking dumbfounded. “Uhh, how can there be no one out there? We just heard that huge boom. Hang on, let me think for a sec.” I paced mildly around our lil’ shack, then turned and looked at Fang. “Yeah, let’s go, but we have to be super careful because we don’t know what we’re dealing with here. Kapish?” He nodded in agreement.
We stepped out of the shack, with, of course, Fang leading the way. We were both tense about the situation. I really didn’t want this to be another Flyboy attack. I mean, come on, this was my vacation. My romantic getaway with the guy I love. I mean, seriously. If this was an attack, I was going to be ticked like none other.
Then, out of the corner of my eye, I saw figures moving toward us. I couldn’t make out exactly what they were, but I knew that I wouldn’t be too happy when they got closer. Fang let go of my hand and then started running at them. I couldn’t believe this. Fang, of all people. was starting this fight when it could be avoided. Oh. My. GOSH! What a nice way to end the vacation might I add. But then, Fang went out of sight. I was all of a sudden alone on the beach with figures still moving toward me. What a nightmare. Should I fight or fly, I asked myself, well, Fang is still here. So, I should stay to help him out if he needs it. Where is he by the way? I hope he’s not in too much trouble.
That’s when it happened. The moment of truth. The figure that were heading toward me about to attack me and probably had captured Fang, were… OH. MY. GOSH.

NEW STORY!!!! Epilogue!

The Mysterious Adventures of Maximum Ride:
A Love Story Comes To Life.
Written by:
Brandi Jackson
Hey, people. I’m back again. If you’re reading this, you know what that means. I’m also still alive. Which, of course, I’m really happy about. Fang and I have gotten some time away from the flock recently. Iggy, Gazzy, Nudge, and Angel are all with my mom and Ella. They told me they wanted a vacation where I didn’t have to worry all the time and I thought that them being with my own mother would be perfect. And it is. Fang came up with a plan for me and him to have a vacation of our own. Just me and him.
I’ll have to admit, I was pretty nervous about it after I agreed to it. Now, Fang and I and just chillaxin’ on some random beach. It really is nice though to be alone with him after our long separation. I missed him so much that you have no idea. *sigh* I still just can’t believe he talked my mom into letting me and him go off by ourselves for a couple of days. Isn’t he just the best?! Sorry, I had to say it. I probably don’t sound at all like myself right now. That’s because whenever Fang and I are alone, I feel like a completely different person. A better person to be exact.
When Fang is around other people, he’s secluded, and keeps to himself. But when he’s with me, he’s open and unafraid of anything and everything. That’s one of the reasons why I love him so much. Wait, did I just say that to my readers? OOPS! Forget what you just read! Seriously. If you don’t, I will hunt you down and make you wish you.. would have… forgotten it… heheh. I’m being serious here. Don’t you remember when I was all drugged up on Valium and I told him I loved him soooo much? Well, this would be even worse if he found out about it because I’m not drugged up on Valium right now.. Or am I? Just kidding. Or am I? Okay, sorry, I had to. It was just too dang easy.
“Max, wha you doin’?” Yeah, he slurred his words together. No, he’s not drunk like some of are are probably thinking. And no, we didn’t do anything! That’s for married couples! Man, you guys have dirty minds. Oh wait a second, I was the one who first said that, wasn’t I? Oh well, you guys were thinking it and that’s all that matters. “Just thinking. I thought you were asleep.” “I was, but then I woke up.” UH DUH, I thought. Man, when he just wakes up like that, he can be so stupid. But he’s my stupid.
“What are you thinking about? Does it have anything to do with the flock?” “Kinda. More along the lines of the here and now.” I gave him a knowing look. A look that practically said, “ I’ve been thinking about you and me. I’ve also been trying to figure out how to approach it. Got any suggestions?” And of course, since he’s practically my soul mate, he knew instantly what that look meant. “I’ve been thinking about it too. And I don’t know. I don’t want to just remain friends and what-not. I hate just being friends with you. And I can’t believe I just admitted that.” We both chuckled at that.
“Listen, Fang, I have to tell you something. I don’t know how to tell you, but I know I have to because I just can’t keep it to myself anymore. I seriously can’t. But before I can tell you, you have to do something.” He looked at me with confusion/amusement. “Okay. I’ll do anything for you. I can’t believe I just said that either.. Heheh.”
“Well, you have to prove to me how much you really care about me. You have to prove to me that you’re worth my time and effort. So that if something happens to show you’re not, I don’t get my heart broken as badly.” He just stared at me. I could tell he was thinking this through. Guys don’t usually know what to do when a girl says something like this. And, even though he was a super-enhanced form of a guy, he was no different from the rest of them.
He leaned in to me. He stopped right in front of my face, so that I had to lean in closer to hear him speak. “I would do anything for you, Max. You are the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. You are the one I want beside me. I know we’re only 14, but I care about you a lot and I never want anything to happen to you. If something bad happened to you, I don’t know what I’d do. When I came close to death, either times, you stuck right by my side. You never wanted to leave me. You even allowed them to check me into one of the worst places imaginable to us, a hospital. Even then, you allowed them to treat me and give my surgery. You gave me some of your own blood so that I could live. If the time ever comes where I have to do something like that for you, I wouldn’t hesitate a second. If it comes to the point where it’s either you doe or me, I’d pick me in a heart beat. Maximum Ride, I love you. I love you with all my heart and soul.” Just then he leaned in and kissed me. I didn’t know what to say or do, but I kissed him back anyways. “I love you too. More than you know.”

Hope you like it. I have more written. ill post in a sec though. one of my friends convinced me to start writing a story about the story Maximum Ride. So, here it is. Enjoy.

Life all around.

I've been recently reading this series of books called Maximum Ride. Even though I absolutly LOVE to read, I still wanted to check them out. I started to read the very first book and- BAM -I was attatched. I mean, I couldn't put it down. I almost got into trouble in a couple of my classes for reading during class and what-not. But I just never wanted to stop reading about Max and her love life with Fang, and their mischiefvous life that was constantly an all around adventure. From getting attacked by Erasers to have to take care of her flock. Life in Max's eyes looks do difficult. Especially, for a fourteen-year-old. I still don't see how she can put up with a talking dog, a six-year-old who can read peoples minds as well as control them, and can talk to fish; an eight-year-old who can mimick anyones voice; an eleven-year-old who can(actually i cant explain what she does really...)tap into, like, some kind of energy or something, i don't know; a fourteen-year-old who just happens to be blind, an aweomse cook, a tech geek, and be good at handling and creating bombs of assorted varieties; and also a fourteen-year-old who can't express his feelings at all to anyone, but her and is also a hard-butt, punch-you-in-the-face-if-you-took-one-wrong-move,butt-kicking guy.
I don't see how she can handle all them and fufill her destiny. To save the world. Yeah, pretty big destiny for a fourteen-year-old, i know. I can not stop reading it. I don't want to stop reading it. I love reading it. James Patterson is an excellent writer. I'm serious. I don't think I've ever read a book written by anyone better. Well, there were some really good books I've read, like by John Green and what-not, but he just knows how to write and doesn't hold back anything. And I like his style. lol. I'm sorry for those of you haven't read it yet and I just said parts of it, but once you read it, you'll discover that I haven't really ruined anything for you. Seriously, I haven't. I don't like to ruin books or movies for people because I know that if someone ruined it for me, I'd be ticked. To tell you the truth.
Max, in this book, has so much strength and courage, I'm amazed. For me, Maximum Ride is my idol. I really do wish that I could be like her or could've been like her when I was her age. I do know that I might be a little bit too old to have an idol, but I really don't care. I mean, Max is awesome in my opinion and I wish I was like her. Simple as that. I know she's fictoinal and all, but hey, I don't care about that either. To me she's real and thats all that matters. She's real in my head, so she's real to me. Oh, and sorry readers that I haven't been writing lately. I've been very busy. Well, I guess that I will sign off now and talk to you all hopefully soon.
Yours Truly and dedicatedly(if that's a word),
The-Darkness-Is-Real

The reason is...

The reason why I have this sidebar is because I was on my myspace account and saw an ad for this religion test I thought I'd check it out. Well, I took the test for the fun of it and according to the test, I should be a catholic. Even though I'm a Christian..okay then...lol. I thought it was funny. I also thought that it would be good to put it on here, for you guys to take it. Well, taake the test and tell me your results. It is kind of fun. Anyways, enjoy the rest of your weekend.